* i wish that everyday will be beautiful as d people around me. and may god bless us all with happiness and love. *

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gd morning singapore!!!!

soo today weather is cooling and rainy. a nice day to sleep in actually. and its SUNDAY! haha. and im not working. yay~ =p

sooo my last update was 1st sept. which is d past tuesday..

So wednesday i paint my house.. i dunno if i choose a wrong color tone. =p it doesnt match wif the color of my kitchen tho. hahaha. my kitchen is lime green and yellow. and my house i paint raspberry.. which look like pink -_-'. but my sis say its nice. so yah. up to her lar.. haha. so i am done wif only 1 wall.. d design is finish and i am pretty satisfied wif it. i got another... hmmm.. 7 walls to finish. hahaha. which i plan to design 4 of the walls and 3 more is just plain. im pretty satisfied wif the design i did and have so far.. so yah.. gonna continue later on. =P

thursday i paint abit more. den at nite met my miss silly. hakz. went to pick her up at her chalet and den get ice cream at Gelare. she crave for ice cream -_-' hahaha. den we went to just chill at seletar dam for around 3 hrs. talk n laugh d nite away. it was fun and swit.. just to see her talk and laugh makes me happy inside. i just love her cuteness and sillyness lar. hahaha. =) den send her back to her chalet and i went home and sleep. d nite end well. =)

friday working day. hakz. it was cool. i did wif asst team leader as usual... and wif maurice. haha. 3 man team. so relax lar. only 3 cases. den after 1 am.. we lepakkkk. haha. fun nite wif d team. so i won both title of d 'king' and 'god' of pool. haha. den maurice challenged me to the title of the king. and he won. den he wanna try his luck to challenge the title god , and we play up to 3 games. he losttt. hahaha. den we too sleepy to play anymore and sleep d nite away.woke up at 7am just to go summon ppl cars for awhile den report off. hakz

saturday morning reach home and slept for 2 hrs. den woke up and head down to suntec to watch suntec dance. haha. i missed the solo but managed to get to watch d group. flair did great except for not being tight enuf. Groove-e and ruffjack represent *from Fbodz* did well too. but they didnt get tru too. its ok. kudos to u guys for getting to semis! and hands up to "if u happy and u know it clap ur hand" crew for having d dope dance piece!!! haha. they are the favourites this year. so gdluck to them and other crews for the finals! =)  and Daniel, Luq and Jer get tru finals oso for solo. gdluck to them. They got high chance of winning it. & finals will be on d nite before raya. i dunno who will come sia for d malay side. hahahaha. see how lar.

after d comp me, dan, lydia, luq, jer, may and ain went to eat at pastamania. at first we at pizzahut but after much thoughts, we went to pastamania. hahaha. den munjen and vennessa join us. hakz. it was fun being wif them. i really miss hanging out wif my crewwww.. argh. being wif them, esp dan, lyd, munjen and luq was always a disaster and madness. keep laughing all d way. hahaha love them to bits lar. haiz den i went homee. hakz

so today is sunday. as i said, its a nice weather to sleep in but unfortunately no... i gonna paint my house for awhile. bro (raz) coming over later on. so yeap. FINALLY. hahahahaha.

and may said they planning to go phuket at the end of the year. and maybe go Genting again. i dunno bout the genting cos we had been there last 2 years wad.. so i told her to stick to phuket. yay~ hakz. holidayyyyyy!

and i wanna go Japan next year. goonnaaa go there to dance. =) woosh! planning my budget! hakz

ok, i am gonna go off from here now. i am sooo sleepy. hakz.

till next time
love
me

im finally back here! hakz.. how u all doing dear readers..?? hope u all doing fine iight. =)

*blow away the dust/cobwebs/dirts and etc*

so its been quite sometimes since i update. not that im lazy.. i just couldnt find the time to. hakz. so since now im free, i just update larrr..

anyway its fasting mth now.. and omg.. i am soooo lazy and draggy to go to work. hakz. cant do anything much.. haiyoh..somemore d cases are all very f up ones.. i tot fasting month all d ghost and devils kena 'lock-up' in hell thus lesser crimes.. but wth. hahaha. so yah.. been working etc.. work not bad tho.. its fun.. wif d team.. hakz.

ah seng had left our team to go to undercover unit. so gdluck to him.. no more crazy and noisy apek talk.. hakz.. we did went out tho to celebrate his farewell party.. we went to ktv till late morning. hakz. it was great. hope he have a safe and enjoyable life there..

so moving on....

i miss my crew.. i really do.. i miss spending time wif them, i miss performing wif them, i miss their craziness.. i miss being around them =( that sometime i can cry... haiz.... i want to be back but damn ns really get in d way. urgh. i have to find time.. haiz.. and i really wan to start dancing back. im gonna start soon, before i really lost all my touch.. hakz. it feel sooo sad when everyone keep asking u 'where are u nowadays? why never dance?' when u know urself that u really want to but situation just dont allow u for now. only god knows how much i miss d limelight, fame, stage, and most importantly.. my family, FlairNation. haiz.

i be back. i promise guys. and at that time, i will do my best to bring u guys further up to the world scene.















haizzz... i miss the momentss.. hakz.

so moving on...

raz have been saying wanna meet me and breakfast at my place. but keep cancelling cos of family matters. haha. but heyyy.. he getting his car dis fri if everything goes well. alhamdullilah.. good for my bro. he is d closest fren that i ever had.. and i hope things will be better for him.. =)



moving on...

i miss my adik pika and mas. hakz. i heard adik pika is currently dating a manager of a hotel. she is 21 and d guy is26 i tink? haha. but good for her. its always been her dream to be wif someone of high caliber and status.. and to live a high standard kind of lifestyle. haha. may she last happily ever after =)
and adik mas have been recovering from operation for a few months. hope she been doing well as always. hakz.


adik pika

moving on again.. hakz.

sooo .. been spending lots of time wif family.. we went out celebrate NDP, dinners and etc.. and MOM's bdae was on 15th aug and d whole fam went to eat dinner and we bought her d tings she wan. hakz. she choose it actually. so happy belated bdae dear mom! i wish u will long live till d day i have my own family and my children. even tho u keep nagging at me at times, i know u care. u always concern on my well being. and u have been d greatest mom that one can have. u have been very strong for us since father gone, so now.. enjoy ur life and let ur children take care of everyting. i may seems very laid back and etc.. but u know i got my dreams.. and i will do my best to achieve it. so mom, hope u be around till forever. cos honestly, non of us will know wad to do without u here for us. =)

and i thanx god dat i am born in this family.

and i dint put up d pic cos its all wif my sis's. haha.

soo yah.. lastly

love life? hmm.. it dis rite? is dis gonna last..? hmm.. i dunno.. i hope it does... i dunn wanna hurt or be hurt again.. i dun wanna lose trust in the ting that i believe the most.. love. and i hope dat tings will go nicely... hmmm... =/

hakz.

so i guess dats all folk.. i update oredi. goiing out later maybe to geylang bazaar wif d cousins. dunno yet. hakz. and i have yet to paint my house. =p. hahaha. and i have a few more mths left.. no no no.. not dat im dying.. its a few more months left to play around in life and have fun. den i am gonna concentrate on wad i wan in d future. hahaha.

and maybe i have to change my end of d year bali trip. sux lar. stupid bali.. bomb threat. sheesh.

till next time
love
me


represent

gd morningggg singapore! hahaha

sooo lets update wads been happening thus far.. hakz

so on friday morning shift, do d supervisory round wif my assistance team leader again.. i oredi got the title 'delta boy' cos everytime do delta wif asst. tl and not do patrol round that much. hakz.. but friday shift quite bz.. even tho i attended 3 cases.. but all like f^^k up ones.. haha. arrest cases.. haiz.. and my last case kena suey suey at 7.30pm.. d china man said he dun have his work permit when we attend his case cos his boss call us.. den we bring him back to dhq.. den when we are at dhq waiting to handover him to the holding area, he took out his work permit from inside his socks.. he said in chinese ( he cannot speak english and so my fren translate for me ) that he dint give us just now cos he dun wan his boss to take from him. -_-' if he had showed it, we dun need to arrest him sia.. haiz.. den i said to him ah ' u wan me to give u a 1 tight fucking slap ' and he just smile and nod his head.. ass him... hahaha. still can smile... haiz.. so we end at around 9.30pm when its supposed to be 8pm.. but by the time we went back to our place, d whole team still there.. haha. so as usual, change and went to have puff 1st before proceeding home. hakz

den on saturday nite shift.. was supposed to do wif Chua Bang Bang! on delta but i was changed to frc cos of some reason and oso cos got a new guy, and hilmi wan me to help oversee and guide him here and there.. so our 2 frc got 3 man crew instead of 2 man each. haha. relax abit lar.. i sit behind do nothing oso.. just explain and help d new guy, farez. haha. faizal did another frc wif adha and farzana.. they lucky lar only got 1 case. haha. but we spend most of our time playing ps2 and pool upstairs.. haha. so end work.. den me,adha and farez went to play ps2 from 9am to 12.30pm.. even tho we tired we play cos wan to 'prove' who is d winner. hahaha. den at last i cabbed home..

den when reach home, i managed to grabbed a 45min sleep before have to wake up and went out wif family to eat at Carousel... 4th sis and bro in law treating d whole family.. so yah.. all d sis and bro in laws and mum and me.. so went there.. ate till out stomach burst.. den after dat went out shopping at orchard.. den went home.. 1st sis went home for awhile den she come our house cos got nothing to do... den me and my 1st bro in law karaoke for awhile at home.. den they went home at 11. den i just lie down for awhile and knock out.. haha. of course lar.. 2 whole day never sleep sia. haha. but accidentally woke up at 1.40am.. just in time cos my belo keep nudging me and etc on msn. haha. so chat for awhile.. den sleep. hakz. =) end my nite switly and nice. hakz.

so today monday.. my crews got school, my cousins got school, my frens got work and school, my collegues i havent ask yet, raz is not working and i am free.. so how?? hakz. most prob meet raz or go dance later at nyp cos today got senior practise. haha.

and i in process of writing a new song.. title 'to really love someone'. hakz. wait for it iight! hahaha

till next time
love
me

hellloooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! hahaha

sooo lets update eh!

Sunday.. went for dance prac.. it was a great dance prac.. we recap d basics of each genre.. fun lar.. keep laughing and etc.. its been quite sometimess.. =) i am gonna go back to my basic foundation.. i need to prepare myself for suntec dance! =) hahah

den monday.. work.. luckily nicholas sick.. down wif fever.. so ahseng take over as assist team leader and do wif me.. haha. relax like hell lar.. only attend 3 messages which is like... stupid cases. haha.. can play winning eleven somemore sia.. hahaha. den went home.

tuesday.. work at nite.. do Tango duty which main role is to do ward duty or escort duty.. not much of patrol and attend messages.. so 1st half lepak lar.. no messages.. skali we assist the marine parade , just for fun, on a case of bomb threat.. my heart like skipping sia when i go check.. but it was a fun experience.. scary oso. hahaha. den after dat went for escort duty for awhile.. and we are on time to go home! =)

wednesday morning sleep lar after finish work.. den raz came over my place around 6+pm.. den raz, me and my 4th bro in law went to Cash studio at bedok for karaoke! haha. 3rd sis and bro in law supposed to join but they end their stuff late abit. so yah.. we went to eat at east point 1st.. den went karaoke.. and OMG.. d place is nice lar.. 1st time went there.. and not that expensive actually.. 3 person, 3 hours and 3 drinks.. is = $50.. ok wad.. 3 hrs sia.. and the sound system very nice lar.. haha. so yah.. sang out heart out until midnite.. den send 4th bro in law home.. den send raz back home to woodland.. den we talk about our business ideas until 3am.. and i went home.. hakz. tiring day of course..

thursday, today.. went back to my workplace for d in service stuff.. which is a waste of time.. full of lectures and recaps on procedures and etc.. happen every thursday of our 2nd day off once per month. but in npc so we relax lar.. instead of reporting at 8am like we did to main HQ, we report at 10am.. den lecture till 12pm.. den everyone wanna go eat.. so my team leader suggest Bedok corner.. on the way there, Din and me tot of eating Mad Jack at simpang bedok so we call everyone.. den everyone agree so we went there instead. haha. after finish eat went back to my workplace.. den play pool and game awhile.. den finish our 2nd part of the day lectures and activities.. den went home...


my team. =)

hakz. faizal and jef went to watch movie.. but they confirm at 8.55pm.. movie is at 9.30pm.. and i just woke up from my sleep.. so i say dun wan lar.. abit too late.. anyway tmr work morning shift! haha.

so for now.. gonna lepakkkkkk.. haha =)

till next time
love
me