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anyway today i got mc. hahaha. i am so damn shagged lar from the work tingy. monday i 1st shift kena march. den tuesday nite shift kena counter. but luckily Tan understanding and let me rest alot. den wednesday my 1st off kena marching. fuu.. den today supposed to go inservice. follow up by tmr marching and saturday nite shift. sunday is the only time i have an off. haiz. dats why i take mc. haha. damn tired lar.
everytime i said 'its ok', it cuts deeper into my heart.
but
no matter wad happen or wad i feel, i'll just smile and act like nothing is wrong.
cos
hey, i am one of the best actor there is during my time
=)
till next time
love
me
- Mood:
numb
" Love is a choice you make from moment to moment, & Love can make you do things that you never thought possible. "
& i do wish to feel like i used to.
but its okay =)
till next time
with love
me
well welll hello world! hahaha
soo.. 2 days have passed and today will end in abt a few hr time. hahah let me update before i get lazy. haha
so Friday did petra.. ok lar.. not much stuff.. work as usual.. fun oso.. cos d whole 8 officers from different stations are all malays.. haha we called it malay village work nite.. hahah..
Saturday. reached home earlier cos i need to get some sleep.. woke up at 1+pm.. den get ready to meet dear, couz shyda and udee at woodland.. we went to Johor! hahah. =) so yah.. meet them and took d public transport,.. i scared to drive in to johor cos of the danger of vechile theft etc. hakz. so yah.. met raz there. den we drive to jusco. haha. went to get d replacement for my silver Superman pendant which baby lost it d other time. haha. ah.. den went to eat pizza hut. damn full.. den we walk around.. after dat we head to danga bay. so yah.. bought 1 yellow brown puma shoe which dear said damn nice.. and den dear get me a very bright coloured jacket.. i look like bboy sia wear dat.. hakz.. and we got a engraved ring just for fun.. cos d engrave is unique sia. damn nice. haha. baby bought a denim jacket for herself. hakz. den we went back singapore cos its late.. otw we are like singing loudly and being crazy. haha. damn pure fun. =)
*below pic is summarized and stolen from baby blog as i lazy to upload many*
soo.. 2 days have passed and today will end in abt a few hr time. hahah let me update before i get lazy. haha
so Friday did petra.. ok lar.. not much stuff.. work as usual.. fun oso.. cos d whole 8 officers from different stations are all malays.. haha we called it malay village work nite.. hahah..
Saturday. reached home earlier cos i need to get some sleep.. woke up at 1+pm.. den get ready to meet dear, couz shyda and udee at woodland.. we went to Johor! hahah. =) so yah.. meet them and took d public transport,.. i scared to drive in to johor cos of the danger of vechile theft etc. hakz. so yah.. met raz there. den we drive to jusco. haha. went to get d replacement for my silver Superman pendant which baby lost it d other time. haha. ah.. den went to eat pizza hut. damn full.. den we walk around.. after dat we head to danga bay. so yah.. bought 1 yellow brown puma shoe which dear said damn nice.. and den dear get me a very bright coloured jacket.. i look like bboy sia wear dat.. hakz.. and we got a engraved ring just for fun.. cos d engrave is unique sia. damn nice. haha. baby bought a denim jacket for herself. hakz. den we went back singapore cos its late.. otw we are like singing loudly and being crazy. haha. damn pure fun. =)
*below pic is summarized and stolen from baby blog as i lazy to upload many*
den today Sunday: woke up early.. actually dun feel like waking up but yah. haha. met baby at 9+am and reached changi village at 9.30am.. we ate breakfast and waited for all to come.. so faizal jani and gfren was last to reach. haha. den we head to pulau ubin! haha. so rented bicycle, cycle here and there, loads of fun and alot alot damn alot of pictures. it was tiring but great.. i dint expect today outing turn out very well. hahaha. non stop laughters and joy.. wif collegues and especially baby.. =) so i guess picture paint a thousand words.. so here it is d pics below. enjoy!
otw
arrived
d group
d hunks
d babes
fuu! haha
baby and me
heading back to singapore! =)
so yah.. dis 2 days been a well spent weekend. im glad dat i get to spend it wif my love one. =) full of activities. hahaha
i really am thanxful to god for having baby by my side. dis is wad i really been wanting from last time. someone dat share my life and wad happen wif me, and be by my side. baby did just dat. we did lots of activities and its always fun wif her.. it makes me soo excited tinking of how i wan to spend my time and life wif her wif me. d thousands of activities dat are waiting for us to explore. truly she is d only one girl dat can stand me. honestly i cannot say she understand me fully but she does make effort to.. baby always managed to make me feel love. and she dun mind travel so far just to mit me. nothing can ever replace her, no matter wad anyone say. cos she will always be my baby =)
i love u too Aisyah.
ok lar. im going sleep oredi, tmr got work early morning. haiyyyy..
gdnite den world!
till next time
love
me
so yah.. dis 2 days been a well spent weekend. im glad dat i get to spend it wif my love one. =) full of activities. hahaha
i really am thanxful to god for having baby by my side. dis is wad i really been wanting from last time. someone dat share my life and wad happen wif me, and be by my side. baby did just dat. we did lots of activities and its always fun wif her.. it makes me soo excited tinking of how i wan to spend my time and life wif her wif me. d thousands of activities dat are waiting for us to explore. truly she is d only one girl dat can stand me. honestly i cannot say she understand me fully but she does make effort to.. baby always managed to make me feel love. and she dun mind travel so far just to mit me. nothing can ever replace her, no matter wad anyone say. cos she will always be my baby =)
i love u too Aisyah.
ok lar. im going sleep oredi, tmr got work early morning. haiyyyy..
gdnite den world!
till next time
love
me
My baby post:
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Together, let us watch in wonder the magic of the morning sun shining through a green leaf - Laura Teresa Marquez
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Together, let us watch in wonder the magic of the morning sun shining through a green leaf - Laura Teresa Marquez
I can sense the feeling being loved whenever I lay my head on your chest, hearing your heart beating, wrapped around your arms, nothing more that could make me feel secure. I like the way you caresses my hair, the way you look at me and the time when my hands are entangled to yours, you’ll present me a kiss to both my hands and forehead. It’s a wonderful thing that I never want to be alone, not because I’m afraid but I enjoy every moment being beside you. Having you not to depend on but to share my life with you by giving and receiving what is good. When you’re gone, I can’t wait to see you again. I’ll miss you when you’re away and never want you to leave when you’re with me. You gave me the assurance that you love me from the slightest action that you do. And sometimes when the road doesn’t go smooth, no matter how hard the terrain or how bad the weather could be, we’ll make it up to each other and stop continues doing it. You gave me the internal happiness, knowing that you want the same thing, enjoy the same thing as I do, with you taking care of me and gave me the support. I enjoy, felt appreciated and always looking forward.
I love you Muhammad Fadzley.
xoxo
Isya
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Tell me.. how can i not love her? hahaha. i love her so much.. haiz.. *melts* and yeah... she is the one and only in my heart. nothing could ever replace dat. and i hope that it will stay d same. =)
haha. so i havent update in awhile.. so wads happening? hmmm
SATURDAY: went to picnic wif d old gang. it was pure fun and greatness.. i will post below.. haha. we played twisters, wolfs, murderer, took alot of pics and of course.. talk about the past.. haha. so much laughter. =P hahaha.. and we end up around 8pm.. baby surprised me wif a call.. she came back dat nite instead of sunday.. was happy and glad to hear her voice again.. only when she gone i realized how i really miss her so much. hahaha. =p no one to irritate and annoy me. hahaha! just kidding. hakz. ah.. but its good dat she went and came back safe and sound. =) hakz. after d picnic, i went to go play bowling wif Faizal j. and gfren and salleh at downtown. haha. salleh and faizal damn good lar.. hakz. i ok ok lar. hakz.. den end d nite and reached home 12+am.
SUNDAY: i work morning shift.. i did wif chua beng heng, hahaha. chua was extra careful towards me.. and i admit.. i did have fun doing wif him. hahaha. he 'jaga' my heart say.. haha. it was all good =) den i went home wif faizal j.
MONDAY: i went to OPA wif farhan, clive and syam.. went to take ippt, or wad u called nafa test. hahah. i got 3 points for standing broad jump, 4 points for pull up and 5 points for sit up and shuttle run. so i was confident i can get silver ( which awarded extra 100bucks for ur pay) cos my 2.4km last time is 10 min. haha. BUT, siallar! damn long never run.. my timing dropped like siao! 11.48min. i need 11.40min maximum for silver but i extra shot 8 seconds cos i walked d last round. damn 8 seconds cost me my 100bucks. but i did pass tho. so yah. haha. den went breakfast at bugis.. den after dat to chai chee police post to keep salleh accompany until 7pm where i go work.. work until 11pm den farzana took over and i went home cos i got marching d next day. hahaha.. good eh. =)
TUESDAY: i took mc.. never go marching.. sick ah. flu + cough + sorethroat.. damn irritating.. i hate it. hakz. but at nite went to picnic wif baby.. damn.. rain. haha. wet picnic instead.. funny tho. haha. den dear went to my place to get change and went home.. im so glad dat she came .. haha.. i always feel so happy to see her. =)
WEDNESDAY: at home until 5+.. den went karaoke wif dear and cousin shyda.. hahaha.. cant sing sia me! my throat damn pain. hahaha. but did have fun =). and dear baby never complaint dat she have to travel far.. i am thanxful for it.. thanx syg..
TODAY: went to work.. cover counter wif farzana from 8am till 11am.. den i changed and went to HTA for marching.. damn tiring.. but luckkily i got the fun ppl there. hahaha.. dat make it all fun! haha. den end at 5+ 6.. den went back to station.. haha. den now im home.. tired lar..
tmr i be doing petra at geylang for nite shift.. and saturday maybe i wanna meet dear go out watch movie.. haha. and sunday.. woohooo! going Pulau ubin wif d collegues and baby. haha. well.. so far there are 12 ppl dat wanna go.. BUT.. knowing my team,.. anyting can change last min.. but we still go on aight dear! faizal jani and gfren, tan and gfren, koh, adam, farzana, ahmad, salleh is all set! only JEFRIL! hahaha
so yah.. that is all for now.. just quick update and summary lar k. now below there will be pics.. enjoy aight!
irritating face! hahaha
and lastly..
baby is SO jelous over my HOT body. hahaha!
till next time
love
me
hallo world! haha
so wads been happening since last week? i been quite bz so i did not have time to update. haha. so yah. i take this opportunity to update my livejournal before i get lazy. =p
so last monday, 11 of January was our 3rd month! but we dint go out tho cos she got dance meeting and i was tired....hmm,.. even tho its still new.. we been tru quite alot.. and along d way, we understand each other further. Its been a great 3 months. alot of things had happened. even in time of happiness and sadness, baby have been strong for me, and always been by my side. she shared her life wif me and i shared mine. she is d sweetest there is. kind, lovely, swit girl who always make me fall in love over and over again. and i hope dat finally, she is d girl dat i can settle down wif. she is everything dat i have been looking for and i guess, no better girl can come by and take her place in my heart. she is d best there is to make me smile and brighten my day. and she never fail to make me feel special. =) baby, happy 3rd month once again. ily! =)
tuesday was my 2nd off. woke up at 10am and went for my dental appointment. Finally did my teeth. but i tink im gonna save money and do root canal. haha. for now its now necessary. hakz. but i feel funny cos there is no chipped in d between, and im used to having it. hahha. den after dat, went home and prepare myself for my Spf DnD. hahaha. met salleh earlier cos tot dat wanna go play pool but end up we hang around at town. den tan and his gfren join us and we walk towards the event place, at orchard hotel. haha. it was DAMN fun lar. alot of costumes ppl and we went around taking pics. haha. den we take photoshoots, free sponsored. hakz. den after dat, d event started. a lot of performances and d host are damn fun. alot of games too. and d food served are 8 COURSE MEALS! hahaha. all damn nice and expensive foods. so its worthy, only paid 10 bux for the event. haha. got lucky draw somemore and d prizes are damn power lar. but we didnt win except Koh and Mannan. i dunno wad koh get but mannan got a digicam. damn good. hakz.
d event end at 11pm den we decide to head to KARAOKE! hahha. so yup. sing the nite away wif nearly d whole collegues. it was damn hillarious and fun. farzana keep singing hindustan songs.. koh and tan chinese songs.. me and jef keep singing rock songs.. fir, din, ahmad, gg and gfren, and tan gfren all sing random songs. but happening lar we all. so noisy. hakz. *pics later near the end of post k*
so went back at 3+am on wednesday morning. reached home at 4+ am.. den rest awhile den get ready to go to work... haha! reached work at 7am.. everyone eyes were like panda lar! everyone dint sleep. hahaha. but work was ok.. not bz.. me and tan was blur tho.. cos tired.. and managed to catch 2 hrs of sleep.. we siow on lar dat day.. hahaha. really do alot of random work. hakz. dunno why we are like so on lar. =p den after work, stayed back wif everyone to do d notice board designs and etc till 1230am.. ordered pizzas cos we all craving for it. hakz. so yah.. i didnt sleep for nearly 40 hrs.. so get back home and K.O. hahahha.
woke up on thursday morning.. i got my stupid Commissioner handing over and taking over marching rehearsal. i am one of d few lucky ones to be nominated. -_- haiz. but ok lar.. managed to draw one vechile from station to drive to home team academy. if not i dun go seh.. far.. hahaha. den after rehearsal end, rush back home to meet baby. baby come all d way from woodland to spend time wif me at pasir ris. got into some unpleasant situations but we settled it. baby really love me... haiz =) thanx dear.
den today friday, baby came again to pasir ris at 8.30am and we had picnic at pasir ris park. ate breakfast, eclairs and watch step up 2 movies in d lappy. den take lots of webcam pics. hahaha. den at 1120am we packed and went to whitesand to jalan2. we played arcade. haha. funny lar bb. haha. den after dat send her to busstop.. she went to woodland cos her parents gonna pick her up to go kl. they going KL to watch reella's 1st performance at KL as a singer. cool or wadddd. hahaha. so yah.. gdluck to reella! and i will miss baby.. but bb be back on sunday! hakz. so yah.. haiz. hope she have fun there. =)
my sweetest addiction
so now im just lying down and playing games. supposed to go play pool wif salleh and adam but tak jadi. haha. Tmr gonna have picnic at ecp wif mokz and d gang. haha. =) woosh!
ok den.. i gtg now.. here are some pics for u all to enjoy! photos took at d dnd. haha.
till next time
love
me
so wads been happening since last week? i been quite bz so i did not have time to update. haha. so yah. i take this opportunity to update my livejournal before i get lazy. =p
so last monday, 11 of January was our 3rd month! but we dint go out tho cos she got dance meeting and i was tired....hmm,.. even tho its still new.. we been tru quite alot.. and along d way, we understand each other further. Its been a great 3 months. alot of things had happened. even in time of happiness and sadness, baby have been strong for me, and always been by my side. she shared her life wif me and i shared mine. she is d sweetest there is. kind, lovely, swit girl who always make me fall in love over and over again. and i hope dat finally, she is d girl dat i can settle down wif. she is everything dat i have been looking for and i guess, no better girl can come by and take her place in my heart. she is d best there is to make me smile and brighten my day. and she never fail to make me feel special. =) baby, happy 3rd month once again. ily! =)
tuesday was my 2nd off. woke up at 10am and went for my dental appointment. Finally did my teeth. but i tink im gonna save money and do root canal. haha. for now its now necessary. hakz. but i feel funny cos there is no chipped in d between, and im used to having it. hahha. den after dat, went home and prepare myself for my Spf DnD. hahaha. met salleh earlier cos tot dat wanna go play pool but end up we hang around at town. den tan and his gfren join us and we walk towards the event place, at orchard hotel. haha. it was DAMN fun lar. alot of costumes ppl and we went around taking pics. haha. den we take photoshoots, free sponsored. hakz. den after dat, d event started. a lot of performances and d host are damn fun. alot of games too. and d food served are 8 COURSE MEALS! hahaha. all damn nice and expensive foods. so its worthy, only paid 10 bux for the event. haha. got lucky draw somemore and d prizes are damn power lar. but we didnt win except Koh and Mannan. i dunno wad koh get but mannan got a digicam. damn good. hakz.
d event end at 11pm den we decide to head to KARAOKE! hahha. so yup. sing the nite away wif nearly d whole collegues. it was damn hillarious and fun. farzana keep singing hindustan songs.. koh and tan chinese songs.. me and jef keep singing rock songs.. fir, din, ahmad, gg and gfren, and tan gfren all sing random songs. but happening lar we all. so noisy. hakz. *pics later near the end of post k*
so went back at 3+am on wednesday morning. reached home at 4+ am.. den rest awhile den get ready to go to work... haha! reached work at 7am.. everyone eyes were like panda lar! everyone dint sleep. hahaha. but work was ok.. not bz.. me and tan was blur tho.. cos tired.. and managed to catch 2 hrs of sleep.. we siow on lar dat day.. hahaha. really do alot of random work. hakz. dunno why we are like so on lar. =p den after work, stayed back wif everyone to do d notice board designs and etc till 1230am.. ordered pizzas cos we all craving for it. hakz. so yah.. i didnt sleep for nearly 40 hrs.. so get back home and K.O. hahahha.
woke up on thursday morning.. i got my stupid Commissioner handing over and taking over marching rehearsal. i am one of d few lucky ones to be nominated. -_- haiz. but ok lar.. managed to draw one vechile from station to drive to home team academy. if not i dun go seh.. far.. hahaha. den after rehearsal end, rush back home to meet baby. baby come all d way from woodland to spend time wif me at pasir ris. got into some unpleasant situations but we settled it. baby really love me... haiz =) thanx dear.
den today friday, baby came again to pasir ris at 8.30am and we had picnic at pasir ris park. ate breakfast, eclairs and watch step up 2 movies in d lappy. den take lots of webcam pics. hahaha. den at 1120am we packed and went to whitesand to jalan2. we played arcade. haha. funny lar bb. haha. den after dat send her to busstop.. she went to woodland cos her parents gonna pick her up to go kl. they going KL to watch reella's 1st performance at KL as a singer. cool or wadddd. hahaha. so yah.. gdluck to reella! and i will miss baby.. but bb be back on sunday! hakz. so yah.. haiz. hope she have fun there. =)
my sweetest addiction
so now im just lying down and playing games. supposed to go play pool wif salleh and adam but tak jadi. haha. Tmr gonna have picnic at ecp wif mokz and d gang. haha. =) woosh!
ok den.. i gtg now.. here are some pics for u all to enjoy! photos took at d dnd. haha.
till next time
love
me
